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5:52 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal
tagged: 528/13, but no date was written,


Said he has a big treatment planned

something different

i cant even bring myself to fear for my life anymore

i just hope whatever it is will be fast.

6:37 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal

5/21/13. I think.

Havent been writing. 

Didn’t have the motivation for it. or whatever

havent been really lucid either, with the stuff Jervis has been giving me.

Started treatment again

I hope Aaron’s ok

I hope he can forgive me

I dont deserve it, if he does.


7:11 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal

7:00 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal
tagged: fic, vine fic, the vine fic, important plot stuff,


His birthday is tomorrow.

Havent heard from Gordon since

how long ago was it?

it’s hard to tell in here

Two days, right.

I can hear the guards again. I havent had treatment yet, but——

6:24 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal


Three days

Gordon came again

Havent had treatment in a week. 

Jervis started talking again.

Im worried things are getting too good. Things never get good without a major downfall. 

1:57 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal


Gordon visited today. 

I think Strange thought that he would, so he stopped my treatment a few days ago so i’d be coherent. 

Gordon said he needed my help. Some new rogue, and Batman was busy or something…

He thinks I can help.

I can’t help anyone.


Aaron’s birthday is in 6 days.

He’ll be 28.

6:22 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal

Saturday I think

Jervis started talking again today

He isnt right I think Strange finally broke him

It’s hard to remember things

I dont remember my birthday

are there 30 days in April?

how many strips are on america’s flag?

I’m trying. I’m trying so hard to just do what someone told me

I dont remember who

But Aaron fills my mind and it’s helping

I miss him so much

I miss my family

I want to go home


9:14 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal

Day I Don’t Know

He did something to Jervis

Something horrible, and Jervis wont tell me

he wont talk at all

he just lays in bed, holding his stomach

I have ideas

I saw the scar

Strange cut him open.

I’m scared.

I cant remember things, and I dont know what day it is

I miss Aaron. I want Aaron back, and I need Jervis but he isnt talking or moving

I’m scared

what if Strange cuts me open next?


4:34 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal

Day After the Last One

Starting to forget things. 

Important things. 

Jervis is trying to remind me but sometimes I cant understand him.

He’s barely holding together on his own, let alone having to deal with me.

jon’s trick is working.

it was jon’s, wasnt it?

I dont remember. 

5:54 pm, by nygmasarkhamjournal